December 2009
3 posts
Nicole and Me singing over Always Attract by You...
Confession #89 - I want you back so bad.
Confession #88 - I still miss you.
November 2009
6 posts
Confession #87 - Truth is,
I won’t eat, because I want to get sick. Just to see if you would come see me.
Confession #86 - It hurts like hell to let go.
Confession #85 - I want to just die, right now.
I don’t see any meaning in life anymore.
Confession #84 - I'm really tempted to steal a...
Ride up to see you, and somehow win you back.
I’ll show up in an apron, and my glasses, if I have to.
I’ll bring muffins, and cookies, and banana nut bread.
I’ll do anything.
Please, just come back.
Confession #83 - I wish you would just stop and...
About what you’re letting go. About everything. I wish you would stop just to see how much I love you. I wish you would stop to look back on how both of us felt when we first met. I wish that I could talk to you like we used to. I wish that I had some power over this. I wish that you would talk about it with me. I wish I could hear you say you love me again. Remember when my yawn was one of...
Confession #082 - Everytime I wake up, I forget...
I forget that you’re gone. I forget that it all happened so quickly, and it feels like forever. I forget that I’m not allowed to talk to you. I forget it all. I forget that I’m supposed to forget about you. I forget that you don’t love me. I forget it all. And when I finally remember, it hits me 10 times harder, and that’s when tears start to come.
October 2009
6 posts
Confession #081 - I wish I could call you.
I wish I could tell you everything that’s on my mind, and I wish it would mean something. I wish I could feel your love again. I wish I could stop crying. I wish I could get over it as easily as you did. I wish that I could be the one you loved. I wish that you actually meant everything you actually said. I wish I could think about something other than you. I wish you’d call me up...
Confession #080 - I've never felt the way for...
Confession #079 - All I want right now is to feel...
Confession #078 - Mom, I couldn't be more upset...
Confession #77 - I hate myself.
Confession #076 - I cut myself because I feel like...
September 2009
13 posts
Confession #075 - I didn't like my dream last...
Confession #074 - When people 'like' and 'reblog'...
Confession #072 - I want to be kissed. Not just a...
Confession #073 - When people relate to my...
Confession #071 - I just want a man's arms around...
Confession #070 - I know what kind of person you...
Confession #069 - The only inspiration I have now...
Confession #068 - I miss you more than anything.
Confession #067 - I hate Aunt Flo and her monthly...
Especially when she interrupts my school day.
Confession #066 - I want a boyfriend, but I won't...
I’m not desperate, I just have too much love to keep inside. I need someone to give it to, and someone who gives me back just as much. But I feel like I can’t have someone like that until I move to wherever I go next year, and even then, I feel like I won’t find him.
Confession #065 - Satan is getting on my last...
Confession #064 - Sometimes, I hate having a...
Confession #063 - I'd much rather watch a Disney...
August 2009
70 posts
Confession #062 - I'm really happy you found...
I’m also glad she’s not like the usual girls that you date. She’s going to change you for the better, and I hope she does. But for some reason, it still pains me that I couldn’t be her.
Confession #061 - I cry when I'm angry, and I hate...
Confession #060 - I have this fantasy that some...
Confession #059 - The only thing that gets me...
Confession #058 - So tired of my parents treating...
Sure, I may not know everything I need to in math, or science, or history, or actual school. But I know how to take care of myself. I know the important things. I know how to love, give, and speak up. I’m not some ignorant 14 year old which everyone thinks I am, and I’m tired of being treated like one. My age is only how long I’ve been alive not what I’ve learned in my...
Confession #057 - When you took my heart, you took...
Confession #056 - I can't like you. I can't. I...
Confession #055 - I got butterflies thinking about...
Confession #054 - Your hug felt safe.
Confession #053 - You're the first decent guy I've...
Confession #052 - I think I might like you.
Confession #059 - I just want to mean something to...
Confession #058 - I just read your letters you...
Confession #057 - I'm to the point, where I don't...
Confession #056 - I actually hate it when people...
Confession #055 - I honestly have a problem when...
I know I’m nothing appealing to the eye. But that doesn’t mean I’m not worth getting to know. Same goes for anyone else.
Confession #054 - I don't think I'm ugly. But I...
Confession #053 - I just want to meet someone...
Confession #052 - I wish I wasn't as shy.
Confession #051 - I wish you were here to help me...
Confession #050 - I suck at small talk.
Confession #049 - Roller coasters and clowns scare...